Always Be My Guardian

The most influential person in my life is my mom. She's the first that exist on my mind whereby the love and care since I was born were I perceived deep inside my heart. She was a good mother send by god for me but also to my siblings and she always teach me to what are the rightful and the best things to be decided when the times I actually do not have enough knowledge.

I am not repent to the god for having perfect mother like her ever. She had been first year in high school private and suddenly, she'd stop attending classes due to her attitude, cause of her mind is lacks of knowledge so that she relies on it instead of taking more learning and absorbs the learning for the sake of her future and herself. In that case of my mother's past I'd rather accepted it because its past and no matters what's her past, her face or even her looks still be my mother whatever happens, besides she gave me breathed and I came in on her ovarian when I was a baby.

My mother nickname was Lovely, not a perfect woman and we all know is no one on earth is perfect so she's not good in speaking of comprehension rather the only thing that she could have is veteran in businesses like selling of famous fruits season by season and also selling of wet fishes which is serves on our table. And I proven it, I saw my mom doing that with his beloved wife, my dad. If ever big fault that I made although it was an incidence or just I’m involved she forgives me in a short time but make sure it won’t do it again. She is built-in shallow happiness, merely simple things for that. Sometimes if my mom have to earn my dad also left with me then it will happened that in a sequence manner.

 The styles of my mom do's and don'ts mostly like doing my dad but there are contrast within them such their opposite in gender. My dad could be now my appropriate influential person like bonding man to man or rather is father and son; he is more knowledgeable than mom. As the days goes through, many thoughts, styles, words etc., that I never knew it before. The masculine skills of me were more enhanced because of my dad. I adores my parents to be their fruit, thus I am thankful to God's presence like those.

And now, I turned eighteenth and so much I used what my dad thought me. There will be the times I provokes him to some reason, just I’m a bit naughty but I failed to did that 'cause he always positive to go on the flow, besides I admitted it. One of teaching I hardly cope of my father is to stand on my feet even though some of his thought I guaranteed and I learned. Speaking of looks eventually my handsome dad like his son and I'll said that's true, no basher allowed!

My Log Entry

I start my day with full learning and indeed  of perseverance. No one can destruct my days that has good positive auras even if I am not in conditions or rather in mood, if theres an incidence causes too much bad which it affect my positive attitude that's actually happens and of course, jokers that aren't good vibes or otherwise haven't funny jokes and it is mean. Follows by good looking appearance that's actually straight(snappy) whereby expectantly present in our course marine engineering but not just one impression, its more than, especially to mariners like either marine transportation or marine engineering, for me it is optional based on study nor students as well.

Being presentable student could be famous in the sight of people but it doesn't mean that his pretentious. As I live as clever student and my time to go to school was afternoon session then supposedly my time to woke up is late in the morning but reason for that is am I rich person to woke up late in the morning? Of course not!, the other side of the corner if I tried to look up to I am simple as my parents too. And besides, different things I'll do in the morning like to feed my pet called iguana lizard, seat works and assignments to be finish, and to shine my parapernallas. Meanwhile, settling my important things in the bag and its time to pack and leave the house, already eleven o'clock is my time for riding on a transportation vehicles up to twelve onward that consume at least one hour for that, another one hour for relaxation. But since I didn't follows my set points in time I need to rush. Afterwards, I had done myself to what I is my need and I am walking through outdoor were fastest walking for catchup my time to be on my time in exactly. Sooner reaching my school and do everything nice for communicating others and all men what they're supposed to do with each other... The time passed,  our last instructor dismissed the classes earlier than we expected far to the given time and all of us are happy even the clouds going to be darkened. More bonding to to my family and to my pet lings  and the rest time for surfing Internet for different purposes.

The day and the other day was the same for me, even though different person I met per day but surely same to me rather different in a manner and activities in a time. And it could be change in the season, the surrounding that'll unexpected arrives of some else, or it is depending on myself to whatever happens.

My 2015 Registry

My life goals this recent 2015 are most likely these things, first I would like to push my study in all of my best to have an outstanding grades nor to be proud of my grades and that's the fruit of hard work reading of different knowledgeable books, brochures, pamphlets, etc., listen a soothing songs for relaxation of the mind to think of more words, always followed the will of your guardians including the gods will that I'm only know what are those, and feeling determined, positive thinker, and smile in facing a problem. Second, prioritized your family for the future after I finnished the ones career and to give back my family what they deserve for.

If I have a chance to pursue my another career then I let my skill as an artistic shine up in me. Further more, this is the only one seek talent in me. Being artist is fully aspired, inspired, and figuratively emotional to a certain thing which has meaningful. And I know fewer of us has gift like mine expressing they're feelings through drawings, inspirational drawings. This the last thing in my mind if I stop drawing, I could die, seriously.

Searching for love is easy-to-use and to find in one good relationship like family, but it is hard to find love in just like destiny, meant to be or soul mate. I've been pumped into love and I'm scared to fell broken hearted again inside exploits and even many reason. And nowadays, only aspect to do is focusing on livelihood life and study hard. I'm set a side love and one time I realize it in good time.

What would my desire to change? Maybe I would like desire to change as a person is my routine every I wake up in the morning as my life goes on. Nevertheless, stable profit incomes, basically basis to us.